The Betrayal

Love was all he dreamt of when he was still a small school going boy in early 90s. He has witnessed many boys and girls of his age moving into the world of love and having what they called a fun of love. But at his age he felt it was just a waste of time being into such affairs and study was what he was up to then.

But it would be wrong to say that people doesn't fall in love unless they are born as saints. Every youngster (few oldsters) has a desire at one point in their life to fall for someone of opposite sex (few for same sex) and build up a beautiful and lasting relationship. But many fall as prey for love. Even he as a little boy had a dream of having a loving, caring and a committed love for his life. But hearing and sometimes even seeing the bitter taste of love in some of his youngster friends, he never had a desire then to fall for someone. He always believed and said to himself “A dog will have his own day”

He was in the college and nothing changed. He was just concentrating in his studies and his career. It so happened that when he was still in first year, he met his first love. Thanks to mobile phone that his brother gave him, he met his first ever love through a number that his friend gave him. They have never seen each other but they fell in love through phone calls. I think I am wrong to say that they have never seen, because they were once schoolmate long time back and also they have seen their pictures through facebook. He then realized that his day has come. He was so committed and dedicated for her; he has fallen for her so deep that nothing could separate him from her. They were so attached and could not spend an hour without talking to each other. But it was time for her to leave for studies abroad. It was very hard for him to separate; he could not resist the pain of letting her go afar. His only worry was she might forget him because of the distance but he was assured when she said she will never fall for anyone other than him in her lifetime. She said not to fear as she would be always waiting for him and will only love him forever. This made him stronger and she left for studies. Three years were too much for him to spend all alone. He missed her so much and even made so many calls (She did too) and that kept their love alive. When she was on vacations, he would come all the way from his college, taking leave to meet her.

He was so confident that true love ever ends and nothing can separate them from each other. Three years have passed and she was back. He was very happy to be with her after so long. He thought now they could leave happily forever. But he came to know that she was not the same girl whom he loved three years ago. He has seen the change in her. She has lost interest in him. He was not very sure what has happened to her. Later he came to know that she was having an affair with another boy in her college and she did not even think of him for last three years. For him he was so dedicated and did not think of anyone other than her. The news was like a heavy blow on his face. He was hurt a lot and nothing could have been so hurtful than that news. He thought she might have missed him like he did, but it was not, she was happy with other guy and did not even have a time to think about him. He never imagined she could betray him. He trusted her so much and was sure that nothing such would happen with her. But later when he came to know this, he felt he was dead man walking, he did not feel his heartbeat and did not feel the warmth of his body. He lost all his dreams and desires in his life with her and he even found no intentions to live in this world. He thought of living this world but on other side he thought of his poor parents and her parents who already knew that they were into relationships. He has lost all his trust for her and even now he feels that he is just another guy whom she is acquainted with and not the one whom she can spend the rest of her life. He feels that she doesn't love him and she is ever ready to leave him any time for her college love. He was brutally betrayed for having loved her truly for so many years.

He realized that true love is true only when both are true to each other. If one is not true, it can’t exist. She was his first love and he was betrayed. He now never believes in true love, he gave his true love but was betrayed. True love never dies and nothing can separate true lovers are all lies; distant lover is never to be trusted. He hates love, it hurts a lot. Love hurts sucks and fucks (for those who have been betrayed).